failure is always an option. . .

 In art, when learning by doing, failure is always an option because sometimes that is how we learn. 😇

I have wanted to try some acrylic pouring techniques for a few years but for various reasons, space limitations, mess concerns, I held myself back. I have watched a million youtube videos and read and researched and thought I had a good grip on what I needed to do. This week I decided to take the risk and give it a try, so I set up a spot, mixed up some paints, and jumped off that cliff. 

At first, when it was all fresh and wet it looked great. I had cells popping the swirls were holding up, it looked like it was supposed. Then as I was blow torching the blow torch died and I couldn't get it to re-light. 😕

As it was left to slowly dry on it's own it started to crack. I knew then I was in trouble, I had left too much paint on the canvas it was too thick, and without the heat and quick dry from the torch it was only going to get worse. I also began to suspect that I had not gotten my canvas preparation quite right when I noticed the edges. 

The longer it sat the "worse" it got, the cracks got wider and then they went all the way to the canvas below. 😞 I am disappointed but not discouraged, I have some ideas of what went wrong and how to "fix" it, as a matter of fact I did 2 canvases at the same time with some slight differences and the second canvas is much better. So I will continue to try new things and learn as I go. 😎

In the mean time, this thing cracked up like a desert in a severe drought. ~LOL~ However, I have gotten over my impulse to throw it away and instead am thinking of ideas, things I could do to it. 

It's a live and learn situation, this is not the first time I have painted something I didn't like, it's not the first time that something has dried badly.  I also doubt that it will be the last. 😄😇

out of balance. . .

 I have always loved making the smaller 3" trees and for the most part they sell more than the larger sizes so it's an OK thing, I guess. 😏

However, today I took a hot minute to do an inventory review, just a bit of analysis, and wow is it way out of balance. 😵

Like I literally have 20 of the 3" inch trees but only 3 of the 6" inch trees. 😕 So perhaps the reason that the smaller ones sell so regularly is because there is more available, more colors, more variety so people can find that special one that is just right for them.  There is also a very obvious bias towards the silver hoops, which I this I need to balance back out. 

My plan is to now make a LOT of new trees in the 5" 6" 7" inch sizes and do a 2 to1 gold versus silver ratio to get back to a more balanced inventory. 😎  

My OCD already feels better I have a chart, a list and a plan. 👍

finding motivation. . .

There are so many things I should do, should have done this week, could have accomplished but I just have not felt that motivated, part of it was getting my flu shot which made my arm hurt which made me not want to do anything. 😕 ~I hate needles~

I spent some days doing not a lot except watching Netflix, of course watching Netflix doesn't get art photographed, or my workbench cleared, or my pliers re-dipped. Yesterday I made a start on clearing off the bench and re-dipping pliers. 😇   ~progress~ 👍

For weeks I have been testing new chainmaille patterns and designing new jewelry, but most of it has not been photographed or added for sale yet.  I need my bench clear to set up for photos and I need decent sunlight, neither of which seem to be happening at the same time lately. ~LOL~  However, my pliers are now curing the second coat so maybe tomorrow if the weather holds and the sun shines, possibly photo-time.  ~fingers crossed~

I have several paintings that I need to photograph with the new frame option and I have a few pieces that need photographed just for basic initial listing photos.  I have 3 new earring styles, a new small barrette pattern, the 2 sizes of split-barrel bracelets, the new domed pendant, in other words several new pieces/styles of chainmaille to photograph and list. 😏  I doubt I'll get all of the things added at once but I do plan to get something done this week. 

Well, welcome fall. . .

Ok so this post may not be entirely business related or informative really, I just needed to take a moment here for a bit of personal reflection. . . Something along the lines of  "Holy Cow how is it October already?!?!?"  😨 

I know this has been a very weird year for everyone and I have been doing my personal best to remain patient and stay home, trying to not be too frustrated by the world at large, working hard to not get depressed 😕 and yes that has been work.

However, it hit me the other day that the year is nearly over and as far as my business is concerned it was not a "growth year", it has not even been a good year. 😞  All my plans for summer events got cancelled, I was closed for months this spring due to the stay at home orders. Online shopping may be at an all time high but not for my business, as many people with limited funds are sticking to buying more "essential" things than art or jewelry, and I do not blame them.

I find I am overly happy with 3 orders in the last 30 days although that's down 55% from last year, 😏 hey it's better than nothing. Honestly, looking at my year over year stats, be it visits/views, orders, income it's all depression inducing.  Part of me is glad this awful year is nearly over but part of me fears that next year may not be any better.  

I've been playing with rings and working on new chainmaille jewelry designs partly because I have zero urge to paint. 😢  My art requires inspiration and desire and I just don't feel it these days, that's a sign I'm losing my battle against the depression.  Heading into winter already feeling low is not a good thing for me considering I am prone to S.A.D.(seasonal affective disorder).   

It may be time to harness my inner Bob Ross voice and go make some "happy little trees" which for me is wire not paint. 😇

Things that make me sad. . .

When artists and handmade makers undervalue their time and products it makes me sad and sometimes frustrated, because I spend hours on my items and cannot sell them for five bucks. 

I have seen a lot of this on etsy over the years and I'm not sure why sellers do this really.  I think it is partly because they know people like "cheap" things and partly because they do not bother to do the math and realize they are making Zero money/profits. 😕

I have seen someone selling rubber stretchmaille bracelets for less than half of my price with free shipping. 😯

Let me break that down for you $9.99 with free shipping, which may look great to bargain shoppers looking for walmart pricing but in my mind is not a viable business decision. 

$9.99 price

- .60 payment processing

- .50 etsy commission

-3.00 first class shipping (unless they sent it in an envelope with stamps)

$5.89 and that's without counting the cost of packaging and supplies, so basically that seller gave the item away and was paid virtually nothing for the time they spent making it. 😟 

Sadly that's not even the worst example, I found someone from Germany selling earrings for .65 cents with free shipping. 😨  That's just insane they are loosing money, etsy's payment processing fee includes a .25 cent fixed portion along with it's 3.5% then the 5% then postage, never mind the materials/supplies. 😵

It's like the person selling a $2.99 bracelet that says in the title it's a half Persian 4 in 1 and then the description calls it a European 4 in 1, seriously if the person selling it doesn't even know the name of the pattern you should not buy from them, it doesn't even say what materials it's made of. 😔

For informational purposes : "Persian" and "European" patterns are from completely different families of chainmaille (yes chainmaille patterns have "families").  Historically speaking they were developed at different times in different parts of the world, they are not the same, the names are Not interchangeable. ~sigh~  I know this may seem like a nit-picky thing but I am much better with European patterns than Persian patterns.  I can make European 4 in 1 in my sleep and I cannot make Persian 4 in 1 at all. I have made Half Persian 3 in 1 but I think my rings are wrong ratio wise for other Persian patterns or maybe my Celtic based brain just doesn't like Persian patterns. ~LOL~  😇😄

What a joke. . .

 Sometimes I get these super ridiculous messages on instagram, they are just spammy sales pitches, sometimes in comments, sometimes via actual private messages. 

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While I kind of appreciate the # suggestions I probably won't use any of them because I prefer to use things art related or chainmaille related.  I do not want to make my business ALL about me being a "woman business" I feel like there is some inherently sexist basis for that, like it's extra impressive if I'm successful because I'm just a silly little woman.  Or worse I should push that I'm a woman and people can buy stuff out of pity to support the little woman who tries so hard. 😞  

Maybe it's just me but it doesn't feel right, it feels disingenuous and almost like mockery.  Perhaps it's left-over annoyance from my teen years in archery where misogyny was a huge problem and I regularly had to prove that I was just as good a bow-tech as the "guys" (and I made better arrows). I fought that for years and it pissed me off nearly every day. 😕😣  

So let's set aside the "bossbabe" and "girlboss" BS which just rankles and to me is demeaning because the only one who should call me Babe is my husband and I have not been a "girl" in decades. 😐

I love emojis, I really do but that message is barely legible for pity sake, between the excessive emojis, the incomplete incoherent sentences, random capitalizations, multiple P.s.'s which by the way proper would be P.S. (as it stands for Post Script). That paragraph of mumbo-jumbo is basically everything I hate about "modern communication". 😕

However, the biggest issue I have with things like this is they are total BS, there is no way I can sell a Million dollars worth of handmade stuff in a year.  Mathematically it is not possible, most of what I sell has a price point between $20-$50 so I would have to sell some 30-50 Thousand items, which is impossible because there is absolutely no way I could even make that many handmade pieces in a year.  Seriously, I've been making wire trees for over 3 years and I've made about 200 of them, I've been painting for a couple years off and on and I've painted about 120 canvases I think.  My business model of actual handmade 100% by me simply does not allow for mass-production or reprints of my art, so I will never make a million dollars in 12 months unless I hit the lotto, which I do not play. 😏

Pinterest. . .

 I have become very annoyed with Pinterest lately and some of the changes they are making.  😕

I made the mistake of changing my page to have a "cover photo" and now I cannot get rid of it.  Literally there is no way to delete it and just be without one and there is no way to revert back to the previous format with pin photos.  I miss the collage effect and the continuous updating when adding new pins.

The stale stagnant cover photo concept stinks. Worse is I have tried 15 different versions and NONE of them fit right. 😟  When I open pinterest it loads funny on the screen, cutting the cover photo in half.

Now I'm stuck wondering does it do this to everyone or just me? 

Also, in spite of changing it multiple times and trying several different sizes, no matter what I upload it takes up a whole screen and opens weird. 😒  Now the basic buttons have changed, I used to be able to look at "boards" or pins, now it defaults to pins with "created" "saved" and "tried" not really helpful for my Business account perspective when I just want to know which board I last posted on.  It is made worse by the fact that there is a delay and an apparent selective memory in what pins it even shows me. 

And to rub inconvenience salt in the wound there is no button for "boards" anymore that I can find and I have clicked everywhere. I even went searching the help section where it claims you can select "featured boards" but the directions are bogus because when I tried the entire "featured" option in settings does not exist on my account.

Meaning in order to look at my preferred "boards" view I literally have to type in the URL and force it. 😕  I'm going to have to create another "bookmark" in my browser just to get to something that used to be a button right on the main page. I don't know whose idea this was but it's pretty stupid if you ask me.